June 15, 2006

harkin

in the lullaby of the hermits dream
  wafts the errors of a prince in despair for took by shadows gleam
to wander only such fair eyes that shook fears heavens fair,
  the wonder that be spook such divine interventions
a story so bespoke of the horrors of thy yonder folk,
  rather than exceeding the appropriated hate,
the hanged man sat up and spoke, what torments have i made yield-
when flowers as yours bloom on such yonder fields,
  may heavens be cursed, the times that bespake
my lives that turn as upon a page in a book,
  how i could happen upon Thors hammer- wrestled upon such sparkling glamor!
what hell's own mistook for their own, a majesty my eyes did ween!
  that was the shapes these many bodies mistook,
for lien and wrinkled of wretched mystiques,
  forces of limitless powers in these hands held at breasts so sleek,
a mountain, a titan! glorious twin peaks,
  what happens with twin Eagles glorious unwrapped dive, all looks yearn by Typhoons rising wave-
the gravity of dust the earth sustains,
  the lust of your touch, the chilling, the burning, ye all so forthcoming,
yearning in the heart of my journeying,
  a maze of amazing, the wanderer of wonder, my hopes of the highest,
i say not even a word such that my heart might faint to whisper,
  when my pride stands so tall upon such gleaming visions-
that might just be my star and my sun orbiting, the sinking moon, exploding stars in the heavens,
swinging the serpent by his tail, my fullest desire oh snake eyes that glisten!
  a vengeance from this height with my maiden held so gently, in my eyes it tis the thought that melts the Watchfiends venom, you who are the wound that gashes healing necter upon
  the steed of a billion trumpets trombone! when such transcendent flowers bloom,
how could i take your hand when i have not even an angel to fly to such heights?
  the god of volcanoes erupts upon your passionate embrace, do you hear me, my stricken heart ****** rapture? once a Siren decided to listen, and the whole world was drowned in ineffable noise,
  the pangs of your genius reveals, such heart ached soft cries, from one who can barley listen,
without a tear coming to his eye, as Eagles collide, with such impetuous hosts,
  what could begin with so many worldly blessings, my dear, my executioner,
hear my cries!  it could never be thus! had the stars pulsed without fuss, my vindex and queen,
  my party and dream, the first and the last, the mother and father, the abyss the phantoms,
the time o' wandering is over, action ahead! the griffen stiffens at breakneck speed!
  the metals of anvils meld at the speed of light, and  who am i to weld so slow!
the friction quickens still, the heart that beats within me, quicker still!

9.25.05

May 24, 2006

i feel like a margarita for love and destruction

slowly, drink me up
you see me but you cant touch me
i know your name must be Delicious,
lets go lets go, two strokes two strokes
it is time to say goodbye to Manhattan,
turn me round turn me round,
i love to single you out,
it's never come so close before-
it's never had a chance to come out before,
this is not 1972.  cosmopolitans for strangulation
cigarettes for stress relief, caffeine in an iv,
stick it in me, shout, sing, gangs of infamy
inside

these rune signs wish to come out of me,
how can you hope for harmonys spring song adorn
perfect skin
pulses
a current beneath me, incourglous and desirable
such with an exactitude w.'.

being as such that the science does say,
measures to near perfection
but neither this is or that chthonic agape
with you i know what it feels like to be a god

May 21, 2006

alittlefungame

.daeneis.

July 5, 2003

alright all you now,
listen up
for we're going to play a little game,
its name is
anarchy
in order to win
you have to think for yourself
and do whatever it takes
to live your life sufficently
to your last desire
the only rule is you cant
dissuade anyother from
playing thier own gae of desire
that does no harm to another
so create and play
and build a world life living for
and lets make sure everyone
comes out
a winner

April 11, 2006

intellectuals

.daeneis.

One day with distinguished guests I stood
among the intelligentsia that take airs at artistic discussion and merit. 

They began with defining poetry.  With much ado and fan fare spoke each
one at an hours strech:
The first saying tis spelling that makes a poem a poem.
The second saying tis the rhyme.
While lastely I heard said tis but the purpose and meaning that makes
a poem a poem.
But when asked what is a poem I replied unto them,
Poetry is a dare against grammer
          a dare against spelling
          a dare against purpose
          a dare against syntax,
for poetic effect is each words accent, all meanings
        be damned.
"Why what scandel!" cried the company at once. "With you our morals and
rules will be destroyed!  You, are the anti-poet, before all is destroyed
we shall destroy you with our critique of silence."
Breaking conformity the anarchist sits,
with communion and experimental arts for
what is art, and what is poetry
if not everything between the
great abandon of our lives.

March 14, 2006

my goddess

o Nuit, thou art the beating in my breast,
  the song of love and vein of blessing!
o Nuit, sing! to me! unfurl thy twain
  inside my brain and blossom the flowers
around thou name!  guard me and guide me
  for heaven cant find me!
shoot forth stars to be glad in,
  share your symphony with all and with none!
i can't bear thee, thou art everywhere!
how can i find you who art nowhere?
  coursing through my arm i faint hear beating,
cover up my ears so that i might hear you!
  for more! far more has't your love to shower me
my god, don't believe me!  my sorrows leave my pores,
  hallow the door to your house so i might join thee,
in this these tears shared for two who were one, and one
  whose love thou shalt remain, it is i who mother thee
and thou who feed me as thine little sister, ("my sacred heart & tongue")
  divers holy, guardian beast, and angelic matrimony

February 15, 2006

my soul

my will is your sword to wield,
  my hunger wells swirl,
to the only one that was the one of Light,
  my souls in torrent rode,
fire on the sirens song!
  vernal abraxas, setting aquarius,
the waters swell, in depths unforeseen,
  hiding Ophiuchus wake!
of Chirons bait! the daisys parade of
  apollo and python
wrestling for oracles fate,
  the neck flicks out,
heavens hurtle, through this glass of
  mortals curdle, til the last
stars cried out, heavens here last!
  and works too great to fill are but now,
in the past and future to seal
  songs of love, and healing

November 03, 2005

divining a foothold of inspiration

how can this, the Barrier, be so large.  the epitome of stop, the distance, the unreachable, the beyond, intelligence.  the effervescent capabilities of oaths sworn to behold the reflections of desire: this unfolds.  the walls around us: in space, in minds, in the earthen sphere, the limits that drown the expression of soul: this, is this, the times we are living in?  the moat, the blockade, the mortar, and cannonade, the ebbing flow of change and misdirection.  the limitless abyss: finis, we have no more need to stay in such a place.  but such a place is where we live.  the preferences we inhabit, the direction our life flows, why?  the limitations that cower so low.  or what egos find better, why it is so low for so many others?  is life to be such a suffering?