rune logix

my qabalistic cellphone

i noticed my cell phone, for the first time in two years displays this when i turn the alarm on: 

Alarm is On and Set

Al (Gods) Arm is On and Set

careful a gNOXic mantra

Ankh-f-n-khonsu Ankh-af-na-khonsu Usnohk-fa-na-hkha Usnokh-n-f-hkna

knight of nuit

your demons have a name. they have a shape, character and personality. they are usually represented as animal like. and then alike unto their elemtal quality, fish for water, birds for air, salamanders for fire, and trees for earth. what does your worst quality look like. how can you describe this person. this person no longer has any need to exsist. i am of course mentioning as personifications, not as other human or animal beings. to mix the two is a dangerous recipe you should not so wish to delay you from your Holy Guardian Angel. .it is therefor, unworthy of the pursuit of a knight of Nuit.

luxor temple

"During the 18th Dynasty the festival lasted eleven days, but had grown to twenty-seven days by the reign of Ramesses III in the 20th Dynasty."

A perfect map of consciousness and Thelema.

[ an astonishing adventure http://www.crystalinks.com/egyptripabydos.html ]

The Ravens of Dispersion

Individual Egregors of the B.'. Brothers.

when i die

"i wish for all my bones to be preserved and distributed among the initiate for success.  except my skull, let it be kept among those closest of my kin to rest on a mantle and face boleskine."

by putting our needs in words

we must marvel at the sublime reflection of how poorly words serve us, we say one thing and mean entirely the opposite.   this is the greatest joke of reason.  but what one day and i know i want come back nomore, is that of the City of the Pyarmids. from de novo regina, many great things.

teachings of Thelema Lodge

"Throughout the text of 777 will be found the Hebrew names of countless intelligences, spirits, genii, angels, and other Yetziratic and qliphotic denizens. In order to work with such entities, it is often helpful to be able to create a form that will be the object of sustained visualization during workings. The form built up is constructed of the imaginative yetziratic faculties -- the astral light.  It is into this form that the force is compelled to indwell for the duration of such rival practices.  Many of these beings have no traditional forms catalogued, and so it is left up to the individual magician to construct talismatic images.  This may be accomplished by means of the yetziratic attributions of the Hebrew alphabet.  Each letter has associated with it certain qualities of talismatic imagery; thus, by taking the letters of a spirit's name, one may build up a suitable vehicle in the astral light.  This practice may be applied to other languages which have yetziratic values associated with the letters; Greek is a classic example, and many magicians have constructed talismatic images of the four beings invoked in the Star Ruby, for example.  Take the name of the being and write it vertically, from the top down.  The first letter will generally give the qualities of the head, the next of the torso, and so on down to the feet. This is a practice where the artistic abilities of the magician will come into play, as intuitive associations will help to build up the imagery based upon qabalistic guidelines."

http://www.billheidrick.com/tlc2004/tlc0404.htm

The Law of Liberty, Liber 150

Yea, verily, let your Will to Love burn eagerly toward this creation in yourselves of the true Life that rolls its waves across the shoreless sea of Time! Live not your petty lives in fear of the hours! The Moon and Sun and Stars by which ye measure Time are themselves but servants of that Life which pulses in you, joyous drum-beat as you march triumphant through the Avenue of the Ages. Then, when each birth and death of yours are recognized in this perception as mere   milestones on your ever-living Road, what of the foolish incidents of your mean lives? Are they not grains of sand blown by the desert wind, or pebbles that   you spurn with your winged feet, or grassy hollows were you press the yielding and elastic turf and moss with lyrical dances? To him who lives in Life naught   matters: his is eternal motion, energy, delight of never-failing Change: unwearied,   you pass on from aeon to aeon, from star to star, the Universe your playground,  its infinite variety of sport ever old and ever new. All those ideas which bred sorrow and fear are known in their truth, and thus become the seed of joy: for   you are certain beyond all proof that you can never die; that, though you change, change is part of your own nature: the Great Enemy is become the Great Ally.

--Aleister Crowley

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i gotta tell ya

im doing well now.  i love what i do for a living.  its like life before now was just a bad dream i cant remember.  i love who im here with. where im at with my life. and it just feels good.  i learned to put on sandles on a warm and sunny california day in febuary.  this is my mantra for the decade.  and i'll tell you why this is so.  because i'm not a christian.