an experience relayed to rune logix by one truthful and faithful, Ally.
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I had a very profound experience with her yesterday:
I put on a dub that I had recently ordered by an artist named Spor entitled "The Eyes Have It"
I
placed my pipe loaded with Salvia on top of the book of my drawings and
sketches. On the cover is "The Power of Three" which is an occult
symbol of protection.
I took a big hit and held it in as long as possible.
I blew the smoke out and as I felt my body tingle took another hit.
As I set the pipe on the book I remembered the distinct shifting that overpowered(s) everything last time I smoked her.
It began and I felt like I was piece of laundry in a dryer of her power.
I
was to know how my ideas worked and that as much as I knew eventually
her cycle would pull me along. (She demonstated quite diligently)
The way my ideas were formed was displayed to me, as was the actual physical direction of movement and linkage between them.
When I say ideas I am talking about my perception of reality.
She attempted
to take me along in a cyclic revolution that spiraled around me not
only visibly but with a physical sensation that moved me each time the
wave of energy passed through.
I asked her who is behind all this (referring to order in chaos, something I seemed to know that she already knew intuitively)
With
each cycle the power came and while so showing me the composition
transaction from the basic to the infinate, each time giving me a
chance to see.
I wondered what she would do if I didn't see each time which created fear in me but I seemed to know each time anyways.
At
that point I again asked again who was behind all this power/order
and she knew that I knew her cycles were ever so seductively spiraling
me into myself but I managed to dissmiss this to ask who was beyond us.
I
felt she was testing me and perhaps one of her tricks was to show me
that I am the only creator and controller of reality and that there are
no other forces in operation manipulating my will.
I
intuitively knew that something (her?) (some force?) sensed this thus
showing me more than myself, but not going where the power seemed to
think it was going to go. (Which was showing me that I am the power it
is growing towards)
I worked through the spirals and fear by breathing.
At
this point almost predictably, the effects began to gradually subside,
and I felt hungry physcially, for food. some kind of psychological
substitute for knowlege perhaps?
I hope to befriend her and also that she has gained respect for me. I would like to consider her an Ally.